Saturday, September 24, 2016

Non-Alterity September 24, 2016

I am not your negro
I am not your other
I am not your shadow
I am not what you dream of
but never see in the flesh,
turn to catch and fail,
like catching the darkness
which your own presence creates.


I am an I am.


I faced the sun and freed myself
from that plantation of yours long ago.


I am not that presence that haunts your skin,
dark shadows hunting like a muscular amoral wolf.
That hungry feral hound that licks your neck when you sleep
but refuses your leash is not me.


I know that

I am of sun
I am of spider
I am of monkey
I am of crow and porcupine.


But you,

you have defined yourself
by fashioning the steel and dark iron
you hold right now in your hands -- for me!
But really, only you feel its weight, the guilt of your own intentions.

I am light and it can't hold me.

I am,
but not yours to kill.